he said, "for me at least"

i shall watch my words here or someone is going to bash me up/think i'm uncultured or something.

for me at least.

acjc music is totally not my kind, for me at least.
it was not as entertaining+vocally solid a concert as it could have been, for me at least.

it's really sad when people don't tell you why they dislike a part of you, yet harbour such feelings secretly, for me at least.
today was a really bad day, for me at least.


wasn't myself today at all, maybe cos of things that i now know.
only left three of them. one of which used to be someone i disliked. haha how ironic. sigh. oh well at least there are still people.
i'm so thankful i have friends like andrea, chen yi, valmond and so on. people who love me for who i am.

i am incredibly fickle. i hope i never make a wrong decision (or the wrong decision of indecision) out of fickleness.


i think i'm too sensitive to the things around me. i need to harden myself. 'just be true to yourself', that's what everyone says. but for me at least, it's so difficult cos i can't stand being smiley and all to a person whom i know despises me deep down inside.




one of these days i'll just go nuts and take a really long break from school and everything else. i need some island where there's nobody. then i can really be alone and be myself without having weird stares or 'okay...'(s) or 'err...'(s).





i will be strong. i will not be affected, just the way marcus can be himself and not bother about what anyone says.






God work in me to focus on You and not bother about anyone or anything else, as difficult as it might be and as stubborn as i am.
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