Friday, June 03, 2005
10:18 pm
he said,
"9 rules"
i think it was on the 1st of january, 2004 that i scribbled some stuff on a piece of scrap paper in a moment of anguish. i wanted to make it 3 but 3 wasn't enough. so 10! but 10 was too many. in the end i only wrote 9 'rules' for myself. i promised myself to abide by these rules and other than for the month of january and a bit more i kinda obeyed these rules. until around the july? haha. can't remember.
i made all these rules with a someone in mind :P yup
1. do not sms
2. do not talk on msn
3. do not dig
4. do not pester
5. do not be jealous
6. do not be angry with others
7. do not think too much
8. do not lie
9. do not manipulate
okay looking back now, i am very glad i made those rules. yeah. couldn't have gone through 2004 without them. yup. and apart from the first two, i'd say that the other 7 are VERY applicable and important to any single person. especially 5, 8 and 9. sigh. how often people try to manipulate others. esp vj people. i guess its in the culture. or maybe that's what smart people try to do. control others? heh.
now i am singing for my church's makeshift choir thing cos its been moved to 19th. hmm. quite a mix of feelings. i am a really really lousy worker (as in player). i like to tell people what to do/manage too much.
today jianhao, gracia, jeremy yeo, weijie and i cycled to suntec and back (to ecp). wow. real interesting experience. i almost K.O-ed on the way there. thank God jianhao was patient and j yeo was encouraging. haha. now i'm so exhausted that there's no blood in my arms (okay i mean very little) the church people are still here but i'm not contributing. just too tired to help man. my endurance is very lousy.
apart from having fun, seems like i haven't achieved anything else recently (this year).
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