he said, "don't know.."

heh don't know how i lose friends. okay maybe not lose, but they just stop trusting. and drift away? maybe i'm not funny/interesting/charming enough to keep them as friends? maybe they think i'm weird/irritating? no idea. the worst worst part is when someone you regarded as a good friend starts treating you funny, or maybe like doesn't trust you enough to tell you his/her issues.

oh well.

feels like there are only a small tiny circle of 'forever friends' that i have.

heh
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