he said, "don't you wanna to go to that land?"

conclusion: people rarely get what i mean.

whether i mean good or bad.

past few days have been very draining, no idea why.

i think my voice is getting really bad leh. why ah? i think i've deproved to pre-syf standard ):

maybe i should rest it instead of trying to sing everytime
1. there's no one around
2. i'm home.

when i get out of army i shall aim to do three things with regards to music
1. learn piano until about grade 5? haha
2. learn guitar until about there too
3. try to learn voice or something and see how far i can go

i realise i will be in a victorian choir forever. why? cos my results are not good enough and there's no time to join another choir now and cos once you start work you don't have a lot of free time to been in more than one choir. yep so most probably vj then try for vc. end of story ;D

another personal conclusion in this messy entry (not assuming im correct)-
1. it is unfair to impose your beliefs on someone else because everybody is different and should not be judged by the same standards unless two or more people impose the same standards on themselves (then they can judge each other by those same standards)
2. in the event that you DO impose your beliefs on someone else, it is fair to allow them to impose their own beliefs on you in the same degree. for example, if you lay judgement on someone and expect that person to change, you should also expect to be judged and expect to change yourself according to that person's standards. if you only want to judge then if would be fair to expect a judgementof equal harshness.
3. in the event that you DO impose your beliefs on someone else but do not want to accept that person's set of beliefs, it is only fair that you actually practise the values you have preached.

of course, in my opinion no. 1 is the fairest. but then we often fall short of that mark right? yup. anyway, all this is all in my opinion so don't start hammering me cos i'm not imposing anything on you and that would be unfair. haha ;D


okay sleep
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